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Friday, November 04, 2005
it has been a long time I've stepped into the world of blogging.
How are you guys doing? ( :
EXAMS IS COMING!!!
IN ABOUT 3 more days??
Back from Gender CAMP.
but first i wana share with you what I've experienced for these past few days and weeks before sharing about the camp.
for these past few weeks.
discouragement,critism and everything has start to pull me down.
I've started to feel helpless.
Things haven't been going my way.
When i thought I've done my best,It only came down to the word disappointment.
Sometimes I really don't know if i ever should give up dancing.
I've got many fears in me,really.
What if i can't put up a good show?
what if i screwed it up?
Its something frustrating and yet i've got to face it.
I don't know if my expectation for myself is been set too high.
There's a point where i Just want to give up.
there's something holding me back.
But i want to aniticipate in God's blessing.
And shall continue to wait in turn for God's answer.
Perservere is what I want to do.
Its something not easy but i'm going to believe Breakthrough will come soon.
This moulding period is going to make me a woman Of GOD.
Gender CAMP WAS FANTASTIC!!
Got to know many sisters around,get to know their lives.
and i'm so inspired by each and everyone's.
friendships were made and i'm so inspired by this sister randalle.
She might be spiritually younger than me and yet I've got so much i can learn from her.
The first night was "what A girl wants and "valley of Death".
HAHA.the games was super funny and yet enriching.
Okayy.I've to admit i dragged the bittergourd drink part and the black Box.
i couldnt believe myself but i vomitted!!
But my team were really supportive!!
i enjoyed the maggots and going into the run down chalets and look for clues.
HAHA.The chalets were not as scary as what i thought you know?
haha.
Its eerie but whose got to fear when Jesus is with me right?
I've crossed a bridge of fear to courageous.
I've learnt to depend on God in all situation
and i've learnt to lead people.
The teachings were marvellous.
learnt about handling emotions and Book of esther.
Its as though God spoke to me through a loud hailer.
I've learnt so much.
The feelings i had before i went to the camp and out of the camp was so different.
The feelings of anticipation and a feeling of conviction after that.
This year christmas I'm not going to just let it bypass.
Im going to make it special.
I'm going to bring Lost Souls to God.
I don't want to cruise around in my spiritual walk with God.
I want to lead a life with conviction.
It's time to come out of the cocoon to win the battle Georgia.!
_________________ the world is our stage.