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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I'm back~my laptop is not ready yet
but im right now at my best frien's place.
haha.
Her house is in a super mess and i have this urge to tidy up for her but i don't really know where to start.
her dog is nowhere in sight and i wonder why.
if you can imagine,just think of a store room kind of room.
The funny thing about her place is that she doesnt have a fridge.
okay.she does.but its those little mini one that you can only store a few bars of chocolates and 3 packets of drinks.
haha.
so yesterday and today had quite a fun catch up with her.
She drives, so we went for a few cool spins around the west area and ended up at west coast MACDONALDS!
hey,that place is pretty cool,you guys can go and check it out.
we saw this FAT beagle and Doug commanded that she would be too embarrassed to bring her dog out if hers is that size lahh.
haha,actually i agree with her so too.
I'm right now listening to "Whole New World",the disney song in her comp.
Don't laugh k?haha,that was my 1st ballet performance song!! LOL.
talking about dance.I quite miss dancing man.
haha.be going back to dance on 8th June.
dance scholarship is on 16th Jan,
Go or don't go?
one year of commitment,it's not for faint hearted.
which means i've to sacrificed work,social life or perhaps close friends and time.
I suddenly feel a pinch in my heart when thinking about the scholarship.
Looking back at 2005.
I felt a sense of achievement.
i wouldn't say it was a smooth journey.
Each achievement there's some battle.
The inner battle within myself,the fears,struggles.
I wouldnt say i've conquered it all,but i'm still perservering.
I've achieved countable breakthroughs.
I've faced deepest discouragement.
I've been through it all.
and i'm Glad im going through all these with God.
what would my year be like without God in my life,i wonder.
and yeah.sometimes i do think what my life would be without God.
will i get into BGR?
will i lead a more materalistic life?
will cash,clothes,brands matter?
will i lead another year just like that?
probably before christ,my new year resolution would be.
I want to be the best dancer in ladc.
I want to be confident.
I want to find a nice guy.
if ever this year is my resolution,
would this have fulfilled my inner satisfaction?
but a year with Christ is going to be so much different!
My new year resolution is to :
Be a stronger woman of God.
To sharpen my leadership skills.
to be a Careleader and lead God's flock of sheepiess.
To bring my dancing to another higher level.
To love people more and more.
to be able to handle my financial properly.
(:
I still have though but i can't really recall it.
so,whats yours?
are you just going to lead another year just like that?
or are you gonna do something meaningful and for eternity?
_________________ the world is our stage.